To call Himiko's name
with such deep, tender, and heartfelt affection—
that is my joy now.
Himiko was a presence that allowed me
to feel the energy within my own heart.
She was, to me, someone very special.
And now, I can turn my heart toward that Himiko,
and speak to her.
I can share with her the joy and warmth within me.
I can turn my heart toward Himiko and convey this joy, this warmth.
I have always dwelled within this joy and warmth.
There was never any need to seek.
There was no need to reach outward for anything.
All I ever had to do was turn inward—
to think of myself.
And within me, there was joy and warmth in abundance.
Warmth—
yes, the warmth of my mother lived on within me.
I was within my mother.
With only this joy and warmth in my heart,
I will continue to exist.
Through countless, countless reincarnations,
I conveyed mistaken ideas to countless, countless people.
And still, because I am Love,
I have been granted this present life in a physical body.
To be allowed to feel within this body
the mistaken energies I have created—
and to know now that these energies
can be embraced by the love within myself—
this realization brings me true joy.
Now, as I think of Himiko,
as I think of Tomekichi Taike,
as I think of the universe—
and as I continue to commune with the UFOs,
I carry on my daily meditation practice.
A world that, no matter how hard I tried,
I could never understand before—
I now feel it in my heart.
And that brings me happiness.
To call, again and again, from the bottom of my heart,
to Tomekichi Taike, to Albert—
this brings me happiness.
This fills me with joy.
I hear it clearly now:
"Thank you."
When I turn my heart in that direction,
I feel the words "thank you" flowing back to me.
Thank you.
Thank you so very much.