It has now been three weeks since I completed the audio reading of Turning Consciousness and began my study directed toward Himiko.
In my past, I worshiped a false god as if it were real. I spoke aloud, through my own mouth, messages that echoed in my heart under that mistaken belief. In this lifetime, I was born with a vow—to reflect deeply upon that past and correct what lies within me.
Through encountering Tomekichi Taike, I came to face my own errors: the mistake of spreading false messages, and the grave energies I unknowingly cast out into the universe. I have now seen that clearly.
And so, from the depths of my heart, I have apologized to myself. At the same time, I've embraced that former self with love—so that I may awaken to my true being. That is why I was granted the opportunity to meet and study with Tomekichi Taike in physical form.
Thank you.
I was shown the self who rebelled against him with everything I had—who denied a mother's warmth entirely.
But because I was enveloped in love, I was able to face that self, to know that self, and to finally convey the truth to that self. Every time I reflect on this, I feel I am truly fortunate.
I don't see myself as a "channeler," even now.
In truth, I never wanted to be a channeler in order to do something special. Rather, I simply wished to look within—to confront how gravely I had erred in the past. And I learned, through experience, that aligning the needle of my heart with Tomekichi Taike and speaking from that place is the true joy.
In the past, I believed in a false god and conveyed its "words" to others. Today, I may be doing something outwardly similar—but within, my heart is completely different.
I now know the difference. I feel it.
This vibration, this warmth, this joy, this peace, this vastness—it is through my current physical body that I have come to clearly sense the difference between then and now. That was the essence of my learning in this lifetime.
That's why I continue to receive—and will go on receiving—the messages from Tomekichi Taike and Albert as vibrations. I am convinced: the vibrations I receive in my heart are none other than those from my true self—Tomekichi Taike, Albert.
And it is my joy to share these vibrations, to pass them on—to simply let them flow.
I was given the opportunity to learn from my foolish past, in which I spread falsehoods. And now, I feel deeply that my heart, my consciousness, will continue on—250 years, 300 years into the future. I live in the joy of aligning my heart's needle, over and over again.