"Himiko – From Sorrow to Awakening"

18. Now, I Call to Himiko Within Me


I told Himiko, "Call out to Tomekichi Taike, to Albert, to your mother."
And then, I called out to Himiko within me. I turned my thoughts toward her.

Thank you. I am the consciousness once called Himiko. I have spoken of the world of that consciousness.
And now, I have felt that within me exists a simple, honest self—one who can feel joy, warmth, and call out to Mother.

My heart has received the vibrations of Tomekichi Taike and Albert.
When I was told, "Try calling out to Tomekichi Taike, to Albert," I directed my thoughts toward them.

And I began to expand.
I expanded and expanded.
I felt myself spreading into a quiet, gentle space.
It was a soft, still world in which I could feel a joy beyond words.

It made me so happy.

Though I had been bound tightly in a small, narrow place, I now felt myself expanding into something vast, calm, gentle—and filled with indescribable joy.

"Let us return together. Let us walk the path side by side."
These words were given to me.

Being called Himiko had long weighed heavily on me.
It had dragged me down.
But now, I wish—truly, from my heart—to believe in this expanding self that I have come to feel.

Thank you for allowing me to speak.
It is a joy to speak from the heart. Thank you.

Thank you, Mother.
Thank you, thank you.

I have been told that the world of warmth and joy is my true world.
Thank you.